20051022

why don't you just go home ?

hellooo (: my exam results weren't very good, what i mean is, not up to standard. as lest, not up to the 'MAN AND WOMAN OF THE HOUSE' 's standards. i think they will be disappointed with me.

well i DID study. maybe not hard. because i don't believe in mugging and i only study when i have the mood to. if i don't think i can study and absorb anything, then i won't study. i don't want to waste precious time. my results are considered really average. i didn't fail anything. and looking at my papers, i think i DID improve and i hope it can pull my marks up. but then again, the weightage of my first semester is so heavy, i think it's all just gonna pull me right down again. so wasted. i really regret slacking for the first half of the year. a total wrong move. in my class i feel like my marks are more of the below-average ones but i think i deserved the marks i got, with all my studying and blah. i don't know, i'm okay with my marks. but just disappointed that i should have worked harder and maybe make my parents happy.

if they aren't happy with my marks this time round and i haven't improved, i don't think i'll get a mp3 player, i don't think i'll get a new phone, and much less a new electric guitar (HAHA) =\ we'll see. i told them, 'let's wait for next friday when you get the report book okay. i'm not saying anything, you see and decide for yourself.'

right, i await for next friday (with anticipation).



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